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The gifts you buy me are mere bagatelles. This, this capitulation, is the true gift.
You keep telling yourself that I’m not inside your head, not in possession of your soul. Keep telling yourself that. Say it over and over again and one day it might be true. One day – but not this day. Not now. This power I have over you, this puissance is delicious – is it not? This subservience, the pain you so gladly accept, gives a new meaning to the word “strength”. The physical pain you endure is bitter sweet but even this is nothing to the torture you endure inside your head. Only when you’re alone with me in this room, only when you’ve been whipped to the limit of your endurance, and, perhaps, been allowed release, will your mind, your soul be at peace. You remember the past, when you were “free”. A time when there was no pain. Sometimes you look back at that time with nostalgia – thinking you want those days back. You could be free again tomorrow – the contract broken. But that’s not what you really want. That “freedom” will bring a different kind of pain – the pain of an addict deprived of his drug. You crave the denial as much as you crave the release – crave the release as much as you crave the pain. You know that without me inside your head the world would be a cold and lonely place. Without me in your heart, you would be like a child alone in the night. You know that the pain and the love are the same thing. That the pain I give you is a gift – a distillation of all those other – petty – pains in your life. And you know that as soon as you leave this warm, dark room, this cocoon, you will be free again – if you can call it freedom. So will you give it to me – the gift of your subservience? In return I will give you…
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Empress Catherine
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